These words may be somewhat familiar or absolutely foreign to you. But I hope they may expand your understanding to your improvement and somehow bring you greater blessings of better health!

For those things foreign or that which is not familiar in your own personal spiritual or gospel views, I hope you can struggle through, so you can get to, learn and benefit from the real life, dairy, ranching, veterinary, and human medical experience of mine and the honest science herein!

When my time allows I wil try to edit and provide a more reader-friendly copy (-- if anything reader-friendly is ever possible from a literary-bumpkin like me). But until then, please try to gain the important real-life understanding, hard science and fact from what is contained herein and is accessible for you now!
Thanks, Sincerely
TLR, 2/1/2002

I am sending you this draft as an expansion upon the beginning materials given to you at our conference at the University, but with constraints of time, sensitivity to audience, and the knowledge limits of the presenters, this was not given.

In attempt to pass this information to you I need your reading patience and kind forgiveness for my challenged writing skills. Oh that I had computer savvy -- and some nimble fingers with accurate strike to go with it!

It is a real struggle to get anything out of these chubby “keyboard challenged” fingers -- which have spent nearly six decades in sunshine, dirt, tools, and tossing plenty of those bovine biscuits (alias: pasture patties, or buffalo chips), and (had in the past), enjoyed too many of the “fruits” of my cows', chickens', goats' and my other animal labors”! So please pardon the nuisance of my unprofessional writing attempts!
— Just know that my road to computer “hel-p” Is paved with good intentions!

Please bear with me and read this finished copy!

And as this is a hotly debated, economically entangled, so-made-very-political issue;
please exercise kind and safe wisdom, constraint and discernment; and share this only with those who are open or willing to look beyond accepted public information; and not press it upon those who would vigorously contend, impede or take serious or active offense!
Let those hungry for this knowledge ask before you lose time and friendships while violating their free-agency, as in our own enthusiasm in discovering and sharing we so often do!

But I believe this knowledge must go, with hope, as they are ready, to our gentle sisters -- where newly created life, its care and protection is held most precious!

Please let me know if it is OK. I love, appreciate and worry for you all. TLR
(295-9095, fax 294-2970, Email: LifeSaveIn or LDSVeg @aol.com)

 VACCINES: A Price For Flesh

Dear wonderful moms, attendees (UVH Conference at BYU), Gayle, Joyce and everyone concerned:

Here is knowledge to complete or enhance that which you already have. It is based on my personal experience. Having worked in the participant supplying and using industries, I give you insiders truth! With it is real life logic obtained in my own hard personal experience, augemented in 8 intense years of connecting review and closure! And included is my heart, with its feelings that my life and serious prayer has opened!

I tried to get this to you sooner. But with the additional work required to cover our BYU conference -- at the same time my personal family bills continue to come due (as clockwork), my computer crashed and its modem burned out -- I could not.
(Consequently I could not access any mail Dr Horowitz, Barbara Mullarkey or
others had forwarded to me. Any of their items of importance will follow this post.)
 

Moms, everyone: Our conference at BYU was so that you and all who attended could benefit.
So we will never apologize for our bold efforts to bring it about; or my press to get you and your families there!

In addition to the wonderful commitments shouldered in the skilled direction, sacrifice, and labors of Joyce, Janet, Christen and the others, it was my choice to take on added personal efforts and indebtedness in making many calls to Howard Lyman, Robert Cohen, and all; and getting Dr Horowitz, Barbara Mullarkey and the others committed, and flown in (paying their several airfares is not easy for me); and caring for their travel and housing, and handling added materials, books, etc. -- all extra which I chose to do to bring particular light and focus on this critical vaccine and associated issues. -- Gayle, I did it especially for you and your moms!

And when I had found our newspapers and the media unresponsive — or unwilling to touch our (especially the vaccine) issues -- in the last moments, personally I purchased newspaper space in my stretch to reach out to those few more uncontacted and un-notified precious people, including our fellows and students of the University.

As I knew many who need our knowledge are already struggled with medical ravage (as was I) and its economic damage; I pressed to keep our attendance fees low. (What other educational conference of its quality have you attended for a full day for $10 or under?) So those fees barely covered the University facilities, printing, mailings and recording costs; the rest, we personally bore.

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So now while continuing to help all who call or write me in this life benefiting labor; I am working beyond normal hours to cover those conference investments I made above those realized from tickets. So I know, with good reason, most would call me foolish for extending or pressing over that which we perceived we could afford and recoup in attendee ticket sales. But since nearly losing my own life, my values within it has changed! -- And in my Lords house and in my own heart I must answer to that covenant which I make with Him to consecrate all! —— "So what are the limits of sacrifice at which I (or any of us) should stop for the life or function of a child, a mother or a father - or even a grand parent or a friend? Is there a labor, or dollar value limit set for a soul?" —- As far as I know; you, or any one of His children are worth all I have, or will have! — So my choice to give is clear.

--And I also must try to make restitution for the lives and life I have needlessly harmed or destroyed in my brute ignorance of the past! - and now I must be part of the restorative, healing and compassionate "millennial" solution!

Gayle, thank you: I and all who attended and heard your lecture gained insight from you. We are grateful for you adding your voice with Barbara Mullarkey (whose Illinois vaccine awareness work includes that of Phyllis Schlafly), Dr Horowitz, Ray Howard and our own on the vaccine issue — and our now politically challenged personal health choice rights.

-- When you and all your moms understand fully, the total vaccine picture; and of the diseases they are supposed to limit; their modus of transmission and establishment into you! — and as consequence, their entry into your precious vulnerable tiny ones and your trusting children! —- then you will know that your political issues and my health issues are interlocked - and must be treated as the one united issue that they really are!
 

So now! Do you really know all you need to know about Vaccines?

Moms, Gayle Joyce, everyone: If we claim the whole of truth as our armor,
-- we have obvious in ours -- a broad and gapping lethal chink!

-- Else, where is Israel's promised vigor? Where is Zion's protecting shield? Why is our camp now filling with delusion, dysfunction and the death? And why? — having never offended in their sinless lives, are so many of our little ones made impaired, ill, or still and cold as the Pharaoh's first born son?

Well now I understand. It is not God, nor fate! --but us, who have them destroyed!
--It is our own millstones” [Matt 15:6], which we ourselves have efficaciously prepared and are self-hung firmly about our own necks!

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I see you and too many limited, dysfunctioned, diseased, and too soon lost; especially the purer little ones. So what is missing in our understanding, do you know? Have you asked? -- Those souls fresh from Father's flawless care, do upon our knowledge and choice, now depend!
So it is now time to question! —— and finally to know!

So Vaccines? Why do I call them a Price for Flesh?
Do I know something you do not?
Yes! I believe I do!

Can you answer completely why they exist? What is their premise? (Most never believe nor like to, when they do.) From what and how are they made? What is their alleged or intended function; what are their risks? -- And the other knowledge not opened to you: The real behavioral socioeconomic reasons for their invention, promotion! -- And who has and does benefit! and why!

-- You may not be very comfortable with the truthful answers, or upon whose personal life-choices, responsibility; and upon whose blame this millstone” does honestly lay! But you must now fill that truths informational void! Understand it!
Then Live it! -- and "Speak the whole truth, or not at all!" [as did Rosa Luxemburg plea at the cost of her life!]

So here follows fundamental truth, -- from an earthy, once dung booted and dying, cowboy (and presumptuously aspiring scientist).-- Truth which you, and most learned medical professionals - and even the professed vaccine experts do not comprehend, nor personally desire to know, or to publicly expose if they do! -- and for good reason!
-- And what would you gue$$ is that rea$on?

This will not come easy! So, Please open your mind! — and for your own and all life! Open your heart too!
 

Now perceive a reality:

The dying birds (25,000 Grebes and now the Gulls) on the lake are the onus warning (as the miner's canary) of our flawed choices and stewardships, as they (the birds) have become the participant vehicles (and victims) bringing their multitude of disease organisms, our microscopic destroying angels, (the wormwood) of flesh and blood, to, and through all other animals, to you.

Harbingered in the creatures, already these animal organisms have made their flesh to flesh, ovum and body fluids trip through the killing floors and packing houses into your freezer and refrigerator; and are transiting your skin, mouth, and stomach

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into your blood streams. These pathogens are already now incubating in those abattoirs, mothers and adults, who kill, package, handle, prepare and consume, the tissues, blood, fluids and ova - and so are now commencing to infect and compromise the helpless infants, delicate children, weakened adults, and (our invaluable source of life experience and love) their grandparents too.

The incubation of those so called avian” (bird) diseases bought weeks ago is potentially happening within you now; and continuing through you, to endanger your delicate infants and children, while you still feel Ok, and still think you are well!

The, truth is, for the sake of profit, you, and even the highly educated professionals have been shielded from knowing that essentially all infectious disease organisms that affect you and your loved ones indeed began as and always were animal diseases - before you made them yours!

These disease organisms have always been -- that built-in recompense against man as he has crossed "without need", that desire, appetite, passion and consequence line [DC49:21 & footnote:21a] - or better defined - those bounds set by true reason, honest science, biological law, and the compassionate spirit of the Lord.

Even Isaiah, the millennial teaching prophet loved by Nephi and all other prophets learning from him, tried to teach this biological truth to his nation. And in his righteous press to remove disease's lethal root; existent within that enmity established between man and the helpless beasts and in man's flawed appetite for them; valiant Isaiah paid with his own life.

Isaiah did speak of the God's grand promised blessings of health “springing forth Speedily” - along with lifted spirit rising up “as on wings of Eagles” — if man chose to protect life! — becoming saviors, not destroyers; choosing kindness over satiation; millennial over telestial or terrestrial! But he also offended most men and the profiting few as he warned of the diseases, desolation, ”fears”, “delusions” and destruction they brought upon themselves and their innocent in their needless violations of it — and of the merchandise and medicines trade which flourished in it.

But because Isaiah was so vocal in decrying those men's diabolical behaviors, Isaiah, like many others, was vilely martyred! — wherein he, Isaiah, was split apart (drawn) in a mocking butchery —— like the defiled ox (and innocent lamb) of which he spoke (and defended)! [Isaiah 66:3,4]
— And as Hebrew records have it: it was at the hands of those same fallen temple priests and flesh merchants with whom he had contended; those same (false) priests who had fraudulently petitioned, accepted and slaughtered Israel's offerings; while they did wrongly consume, oppress, mislead, then “mistreat” Judea!

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So on what premise did Isaiah, Daniel and the others make their personal life (or biological) choices; while also giving at great personal sacrifice their warnings about man's consequential diseased, deluded and desolate state - and then man's resultant adoption and dependence upon the “arm of flesh” potions - the alchemist's elixir “fix”?

It may have been this one:
“There is a law, irrevocably decreed in heaven before the foundations of the world, upon which all blessings are predicated. And when we receive any blessing from God, It is by obedience to that law upon which it (that blessing) is predicated.”
[DC 130:20-21]

Why would I put this statement, which has been authored in our day, upon Isaiah as his premise for his choice in his time? It is because I finally know surely - as I know did Isaiah - that herein is an eternal truth: understanding and compliance brings blessing results, while ignorance and violation brings undoing consequence!

So if I am not fully blessed with promised vigor and health (which may be perceived as a “cursing” - or a “chink” in my armor!), it is because I have violated health's real laws! — it is not of God, whose points I may not understand! — or worse — have chosen to ignore; and in so doing, must experience the real consequence!

You might say: As man ignores the true laws which determined health; health determines to truly ignore him!
 

Much of man's misery, his medical inventions, interventions, his drugs, and (certainly) the vaccine industry, exist because the “natural man” has sadly chosen to ignore correct nutritive and earth stewardship wisdom (or law).— So in breeding and feeding upon the disease laden tissues, blood, ova and fluids, of the beasts; man's Inventions and Industry does acquire exorbitant profits in trade for suffering and life! Vaccines become integral part and a price of that awful exchange! — With carnage, alchemy prospers!

Vaccines are designed to stimulate our immune systems against the contractible animal diseases; while drugs moderate and mask the already established ones! The vaccines (as well as most drugs) were and often still are well intended in their inceptions and theory (mostly by good hearted men), but they have proven to come at a potentially terrible risk to too many, and at a very high price to all!

But as with most drugs, vaccines are man's delusionary attempts at an elixir fix for his stewardship folly! Man's medicines are an permissive excuse given for his own thoughtless support of violence and mayhem.

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So what is a vaccine?
The vaccinist’s dangerous brew is concocted by harvesting organisms from the blood streams, lymphus (including milk), ova and tissues of identified diseased animals, or from other bacteria. These pathogens are then “isolated”, fed, brooded or incubated upon more animal blood, fluids and tissues (from slaughter house waste and renderings), then attenuated (moderated or controlled) with industrial poisons! Then (before dying and completely rotting) are quickly injected directly into the bloodstream of that other animal called man! - you or your child! -- (A finished vaccine must be refrigerated, shipped and quickly used within days or the culture will degrade, change and/or starve without a new supply of animal tissues and fluids. — ultimately yours!)

Why then vaccines? (You may not appreciate this answer - but it is reality!)

Vaccines allow you or your child to adulterate your bodies with dangerous animal
pathogens and survive!

— It is so you may perpetually abate, handle, eat and feed yourself and your children disease-bearing flesh, fluids and ova with your artificially “pre— stimulated” immune systems; and not generally succumb to, or express clinical symptoms” of those (vaccine targeted) disease organisms — which are endemic to the animal tissues you (or those about you) consume!
— It allows you to continue as “perceptibly or reasonably healthy” with regular associations, primarily by ingestion (eating) of, or trans-dermal and mucosal (via skin, etc) transfer and absorption of, those identified — vaccine specific — organisms which are contracted normally from animal sourced matter exhibiting infection potentials sometimes approaching “ID 50”*[ 1 ]-[see footnotes]; and you still be left alive, not “obviously” debilitated, and well enough to function! ——
— Well enough to purchase and consume more!

So you might believe — as the world, and as my old industry certainly does:
“Yes! But for the freedom to choose to consume some sumptuous animal food; isn't it worth the small risk and the price of injected inoculation “protection”?

Well? Is not a delicious piece of animal protein and some desirable fat worth the “small” risk of endangerment to a little brain, a tiny pancreas, or a wee kidney? Its risk indeed is small! —— That Is, until it is your child! your sweetheart, or you!

So what are the risks? (or “contraindications”?) — Do you have a clue?

(1st) The eminent risks are: that the body may react subtly (in auto immune response) and/or violently (in anaphylaxis) to the foreign (animal) proteins (which are like you, but not you!) being introduced directly into your bloodstream (like a

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transplanted heart, liver or kidney), having not been lysed (completely digested or metabolized) by your liver first. The body desperately attempts to eject it!

(2nd) And since the vaccine organisms are animal tissue (man included) disease pathogens; these must have animal tissues in which to live and be cultured. So it is a reality that other undetected organisms, mycobacterium, viruses, and phages (including prions) will become your “surprise gifts” (usually as slow incubators, to become expressed, evident or discovered later) from those slaughter house and rendering plant wastes!; which must be fed to and present in the vial to keep the organisms alive all the way until it is injected into you - or your child!

(3rd) And of course, the toxins used to control (or “preserve”) the bacterium are also toxins to you! In a tiny child? - They are potential destruction, or can damage for life!

And (4th) philosophically (as I see it) Your rights over your body and your child's now come under the device, control and mercenry (money making) of “designing” man ! Not your control or your Creator's!
 

But now it is time for you to know morel

This final piece is my contribution to you - which also I have opened to many other respected vaccine “experts”; so have expanded their understanding — and thankfully most have changed their lives and their children's lives in the process.

So now, at this critical point in time, in your actions and influence over many, you, and the other “experts”, must be without excuse and without informational flaw! - So here is where you, like them, need to pay close attention! -- so you can understand it all! Example it all! And speak it all!

When the full truth about the vaccine issue is understood by you; then you will know why, in many respects, I don't care if you have declined the needle and not taken the vaccines and their brew directly into you or your child's blood stream;
— you are still not in the vaccine-free safe zone, or exempt from the hellish caldron of disease and tissue problems and contaminants from which they are made!
—— You are not freed from them, or their potentially venomous problems until you make that total “millennial garden” step; and make that well — defined contact and consumption choice to remove them completely from your and your child's total biological experience!

Are you ready to close the void? Your and your child's protection must be

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complete! Read carefully and learn!

As a rancher dairyman, I vaccinated every animal I milked, pulled eggs from, killed or produced for slaughter for you. — So you can avoid all the clinics’ hypodermic needles and doctors’ syringes in your presumed (limited - and so, flawed) “Anti Vaccine” wisdom; but still give yourself and your children the monkey viruses, as SV4O, and hundreds of other insidious disease organisms and toxins, one thousand and ninety five times a year! — That is: three times a day, every day, — through the milk, ova (eggs), or meat, I or my veterinary doctor injected; as we pumped those same vaccine materials and drugs (prophylactically) into every one of my animals which I produced for you and your child's absorption; — then they became yours!

Mind you — every single “factory farm” animal is vaccinated, hormoned*[2] and medicated!

— So where is the big vaccine and pharmaceuticals moneys invested and made? Try: your breakfast, lunch and dinner! And your cheesy, artificially flavored sugar doctored cream, salted fat and blood obtained protein snacks in between!

And don't forget your infants formula comes from those same vaccine injected cows!

— You say you raise your own, or “I” buy “natural”!
Do not be deluded into believing that if you eat “natural”, or “organically” raised animals - or game! - that you will be safe! -- You only traded risks! -- How safe are those seagulls eating the other dead birds (Grebes) on the Great Salt Lake? How safe are your open grazed livestock, your “range fed” cows and “free range” poultry when they mix with those infected gulls flying in to mingle with your "barnyard vultures"; that is, your chickens, turkeys, pigs; and the intermixing rodents who eat with and are often eaten by them? Don't forget the blood sucking cow biting flies etc going from bird, rodent and animal to unprotected animal! —— We are still discussing animal disease transmission here, with — or without vaccine mediation!

Whole communities (and civilizations) have been wasted with the introduction of the new or unfamiliar animal diseases, as smallpox and measles etc, through the new and different flesh ingested, e.g, by the Indians when white man brought to them their “naturally fed” European cow and the “organically grown” Mediterranean chicken and the domestic pig; to replace their native buffalo, deer and pheasant.

No drugs were in those “organic” cows, chicken or swine then! Yet through them hundreds of thousands of people were sickened and killed! Similarly in 1916/1919 more than 20 million people worldwide died while we were shipping to our boys and our allies at war those Midwest's Iowa and Missouri pork*[3] and meat products, which

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carried with them the "avian" influenza — brought to the pigs (poultry, turkeys and cattle too) by the migratory birds. Then once those pork, poultry, meat, eggs and dairy products were in Europe, the rodents and scavenging birds, chickens and pigs there would eat from the refuse piles, the trimmings or leftovers, from exposed soldiers latrines, and/or the dead; then they moved this (Missouri-foci) swine originated fluenza to the other food animals of Europe, and all the old world. But in diversion of responsibility, those "businessmen" professionals and polititians of the USA called it the "Spanish Flu"! - Sound familiar?

So the (later disease mediating) vaccines may well be the world's -- Better "option"!

What???
After all the terrible facts about the disease materials and risks contained in vaccinations and the negative report I have given here? How dare I imply that vaccines are beneficial as mans "better" option? --
-- Well! Is it true! Yes!! In the experience or perspection of natural man, living in his mundane knowledge, in his disease and death-filled terrestrial world, vaccines have been his "better" option!

It is "better" to "stimulate" an immune system with a controlled Infusion of disease organisms, within a hypodermic's dosage, anticipated, and computed to be below the clinically infectious or lethal levels normally or possibly experienced in the life patterns of the recipient.
It is "better" to inoculate and stimulate antibody production with vaccine's "controlled" doses of the disease organisms, thereby generally permitting the body a greater success of overcoming the accidental,“Incidental" and "un-planned-for" ingestions or absorptive encounters with the dangerously infectious [ID50] or lethal [LD5O]*[1] doses experienced in the worlds "natural" existence and knowledge-limited program!
— So isn't it "better" to risk auto-immune failure, anaphylaxis, latent diseases or the maiming of e few thousands; than the "non-intervention" option experienced in the examples above — in which the small pox, measles and influenza killed millions?

For "natural" man living within his "natural" knowledge and natural reason; his "better" path of vaccination is the best he has chosen to do!

But conveniently kept from view in men's natural world, this fact does still remain:
The primary reservoir of man's disease has always been his livestock, poultry, dairy! --
and his game!

Therefore the primary focus of man's true disease control — and so also the massive use of the drugs, chemicals and vaccines -- is, and has always been in the doomed creatures of man's pasture, barnyard, and coop! — Not him!

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But this vaccine and medication management for your flesh filled dining room plate, and your in-between-treats, comes at a very high price! - both to the cow, the pig, the turkey, the chicken -- and to the drug strapped, slave labored and industry indentured rancher himself!
(Ask most any rancher now: He is in his own chemical and pharmaceuticals debtor's prison, incarcerated in his own (or the bank's) pasture, barn and shed! — And these good men and females don't know the way out!)
I know it! - I paid it! - and lost! — "Better" is now proved to be Not-Good-Enough!

Kept from truth:

Whether enslaved dairyman-rancher-producer at one end; or enslaved addicted purchasing customer at the other;
-- we have both been trapped by our own traditions and caged in conveniently manipulated ignorance, as we both provide unimagined profits and gain for the manipulative and controlling few -- somewhere in the middle, hidden "in darkened rooms" trading life for gold.

And for their money, and for my own and your appetite: -- in modern man's percieved “better" program - I injected it, fed it, cared for It, produced it, drank it, I ate it, I faced death with it!
— and lost all I had worked for because of it!
So I and my family have paid dearly!
So also have all my dearest ranching families and friends! -- And so have you!

But embracing ruin and nearly my own death (in June 91), I learned that — enough was enough! Eight years later, much smarter, though still struggling, but healing — and now learning the truth - Enough still is enough!

With the whole of what is true and real now pieced together and understood; I can no longer risk my life or my children's, by being content or complacent in the "better" that men has to offer, I now must choose life within the peace, healing, and safety, and greater blessings, only obtainable within the very "Best" that the millennial garden and my Lord does offer!

Never again will I walk the bloody path to disease for me, my children, or my customer! Nor can I stand by mute while you, my loved ones or any uninformed companions of my Earth still do!

One hundred fifty years ago, loving Joseph tried to warn us: "I have warned you and forewarn you”.. "in the consequence of evils and designs which do and will exist in the hearts of conspiring men"...[DC 89:4] ...And for what do we men conspire? — to satisfy man's presumed need or personal greed! How can men (in league the fallen "god" of this world) do that? Try this answere: Our desires, appetites, and passions (lusts)!

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An exorbitant profit is made upon our appetites - or more correctly, upon our ignorance! It is not just in “their" dark chambers [DC36:13,26], but in our own “darkened” rooms - even in our own homes, even our own kitchens! -- in any room darkened with mindless dis-compassion (the antithesis of charity) for life (the true treasure of the Earth)!

Every room is dark where life is traded, or converted, violated, violenced or destroyed, for gold and silver! — and then in the propoundment by that fallen brother, that anything in this world — including counterfeit health, and the satisfaction of our appetites — can be purchased with it!
Well it can be, and is! — if it is the world, its evil “god” and his phony goods is what we desire!
-- But remember: delusion, disease, and death comes within his deceptive package! (of his "delicious to the taste, and very desirable" but subtily deadly offerings! and it was a death, not a life building apple!)

It is now time for you and all mothers to fully understand the contents—the complete lethal list of "ingredients" of that disease-laden, diabolical package!
- and the counterfeit health "in a bottle" pill or hypodermic and the fraud which follows it!

Through cancer, stroke, heart disease and a near fatal experience - with a cow disease - MDR strep A -- that very same organism which in my youth had caused my rheumatic fever, leaving me with a damaged heart valve and for a lifetime limited my function (the measure of my creation and my joy); then later showed up as strep throat in my children, damaging the hearing in one of my precious daughters; then came back to me (like it did in Jim Hansen of the Muppets) and tried again to take my life! So I experienced how lethal the contents of my own pasture productions could be!

On a cold stainless steel table, under harsh surgical lights came my directive and my imperative to learn of those lethal “ingredients” within my own milk shed, chicken coop and slaughterhouse, its packages and cartons.

My recompense was now identified!
My “killing” strep began as the painful and debilitating mastitis in my helplessly confined to excrement and cramp enslaved herd and became “Multi-Drug-Resistant” (MDR) in my drive for production in my super medicated, hormoned and fully vaccinated dairy cows. Then through the milk (and animal tissues) of my own production this bactirum became the uncontrollable mastoiditis in my child. So on June 30 of 1991, again it returned in its attempt to act as the true angel of death and the master of mayhem inside me!

Well I have had enough experience, now!

I now I choose to search out, learn, and conform to the real laws concerning the nurturing and care of this physical temple! - This temple in which I always stand! - which

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goes wherever I go! and is wherever I am! - It is this, my personal temple which must be kept unspotted from blood and sin of this world; and maintained as holy! So now I pursue all the truth and work to ferret-out genuine science; that which is in agreement with God's and our physical body's kindly nurtritional and chemical creation and laws. Then I know I and my children, with all life, can be protected within it.

Our own “millstones” are polished and ready. This time ignorance is not excuse! The birds now visible to us in the science continue their dying! And my fear is that: in our stiff-neckedness, vile appetites and ignorance, many newborn, the aged, and possibly you will follow!

The bovine (cow) RSV*[4], porcine (pig) meningitis EBV*[5] and avian (bird) Influenza A and B, desire lunching out - with you and your baby as its tasty feast and food.
So you cannot break free of the physician's needle, surgeons knife nor pharmacists brew, without breaking first from the rancher's and dairyman's herd, swine grower's litter and the hen house brood!

This then touches on difficult and decisive life choice issues! - especially for those whose livelihoods are Involved in those industries and whose investments are at risk to be lost if a healing humanity gains the full word of wisdom and makes all the change!

With its hard knowledge and unbelievable challenge from the adversary and his mercinary world, it appears that this choice and change must come in your own private search and/or through sensitive, loving and caring brothers, sisters or friends, and with the courage of spirit reaching in each individual when ready. Not given by force or by constraint - with possible exception: tactful rebuke of those who have acted in or have presumed “professional” authority, and do not change with new knowledge, and for pride or profit still continue to promote harmful actions, behaviors, advise or influence, over many.

This righteous "prescription" is a break with the blood, and sins of the world, and it comes within the same level of exercised challenge, privilege and agency as does taking responsibility for teaching ones own family; or the private governing of one's self or community. It is separating from Babylon while still living in it!
— Making Isaiah's millennial vision, your own vision and choice, while Sodom and Gomorrah still flourish about you [R.S./Prsthd manual-Brigham Young, pg 333-4, 337; DBY115-6]

Sadly this is an ultimately divisive issue which stirs the most violent of emotions, wraths or indignation of nonparticipants, even within families; and separates clearly one mind set from another. [2 Nephi 25:20, Matthew 10:34-36]

And - wouldn't you just guess it? - The economic entanglements are unfathomably immense!
The money and profits in the livestock trade, packing, merchandising and its

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feeder and dependent industries: pharmaceuticals, medical, insurance, banking, government, energy*[6] and more, stagger all imagination! Their money does rule and run the planet - and you! Its mark of the beast money is upon us all; and we cannot buy, sell or trade without it! The world and its money has truly made us and the animals its ultimate “Stock” market!

So now what do I say to those of you who challenge: “So - if this is correct and so important - why haven't we been told?”
My honest reply is; I believe we have! And as I now see it, it looks like many times! But above the noise, advertisement and enticement of the world and with my own appetite and - more important — my own economic involvement in it - I did not want to hear — so did not hear!

And to those saying: “Well I'm not going to do anything until I am told by the Prophet!”
I must and will respect their position until their personal experience, the Spirit, or our Prophet in safety can, or the Heavens themselves open that door. But I pray that is soon for the sake of their children and my own who must love, interact and be married with them!

But honestly? Is it the Prophets responsibility to tell me what or what not to put in my mouth? Should I have been calling up his office, daily, having him order my meals? Is my ignorance or abilities to act in the Word of Wisdom that pathetic?

In my own heart, I know my dearest Prophet has burdens enough to get the simplest fundamentals or foundations of the Gospel and the necessary tools of learning and growth into every desiring dwelling on the globe. Our precious Prophet and his companions do that perfectly through their marvelous "keeping it simple" so is by young men and women, a do-able missionary program! They provide the scriptures, ancient and modern, in nearly one hundred languages; and our gospel lessons in nearly two hundred. They provide branch, ward and family supports. They effect the helping of the hungry, the inopportuned and downtrodden. And most important, the building of temples in every land, where the final pieces of heavens understanding for those desiring can and are fitted.

To do all this: I know my Lord's living Emissary for Him, and for us, our Prophet, must, in graciously kind constraint and tact, at counsel of the Spirit, and at great personal risk and sacrifice, of necessity, negotiate in wise political wrestle, and without offense, sit, and supper with kings and presidents, dictators and despotes to open the doors of nations!
-- You and I do not!

So how much more should we demand of him and those few dozen around him who are responsible for so many? We are ten million souls; each uniquely challenged and of different needs and understandings from another, among hundreds of languages and thousands of cultures.
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I do not believe we ought require to be spoon fed, or be each lead by the hand, as we behave without initiative, too often lazy and as unwise and (is now said: “co-dependent”) slothful servants, while my Prophet and those wise men about him must painstakingly protect, encourage, and facilitate the learning of us ten millions! - most of whom are new and delicate converts, and would crumble if given more then they are able to bear! My leaders have enough to do in opening the gospel's gates of knowledge. I know they speak what they must speak, are constrained by the Spirit where they must be constrained, and do what they must do! By so doing they have opened our gates and provided us with our tools. [See 2 Nephi 3l&32 - esp.32:5-7 & Tchg of J.S. pg 392]

Now I believe it is up to me, and to all of us, to enter, to use those tools, test all words and wisdom with the Holy Ghost, gain our own expansion of knowledge, and become as Jacob, in “coming of age and taking care of our selves”. Then be ready at correct and critical moments to labor, to guard life and the Gospel, and lovingly share testimonies of all truth, and establish lsaiah's and Nephi's Millennial peace! [2 Nephi 30:10-15& Isaiah 1:6-9; 65:17—25]  I know our Prophet is fulfilling perfectly his responsibility! The question is: How are we doing with ours?

The Lord did say “Come follow me!” (Walking upright in His footsteps) — Not “Come, let me drag you along!”

So - unless constrained in sensitive callings which hold the greater duties for the Gospels management and its world wide spread; - those “millstones” which we ourselves have honed, will now be extremely heavy! - especially upon those of us who know, or who should know, and are not exampling, acting and warning!

As for me I will apply for no more millstones delivered to me! — I have had enough crush already! So I am willing to risk the rebuff of ignorant man and an evil world for the sake of an innocent child and unknowing mother, father or a friend.

The microscopic “destroying angels” have began their winter approach and passage through our “camp” as the birds have delivered! — Like Israel's morbific quail! [Num 11:10-34 and Psalms 78:10-33] they may have brought to us our recompense and requiring! [DC49:21 & footnote 21a: JST Gen 9:11] —— So in love, it is time to take warning; choose safety for your infants, your children, your family, and you! — and with kindly sensitive discernment, tenderly warn your neighbor!

Will today's Thanksgiving turkeys, Christmas hams or Eggnog be our Kibrothhattaavh's quail? —— Is there wisdom In Paul's plea: to "touch not, taste not, handle not, lest in the using (by one) all perish!" [Col 2:21,22]
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never touch a bleeding or open animal without gloves! -- Why, then should you?

After Thanksgiving, add a few more (3-14) days more for incubation and expression, then observe the human hit with the (already presented) bird-borne (not! air borne) flu. Then remember this disease severity or consequence pattern: First, the vulnerable infants, then the compromised children and the aged, then weakened adults, -- and finally you!

If what was viewed within President John Taylor's disturbing dream*[7] is true:
wherein he saw many infants being consumed in the actions of their own mothers;
-- by way of reasonable metaphor -- I see our day now as an absolute biological match!...

The real "life-loglc" (biological and true medical science) experience is that:

-- It is usually the unknowing mother (or other adult) in her own kitchen - like a foolish veterinarian or surgeon - not wearing protective gloves - who, by touching, dressing out, and handling the slaughtered animal tissues, ova and fluids, herself, literally transmits to her infants and children: the influenza, RSV, Strep, Staf, Ecoli and all, which literally do “consume” their health and bodies! - as if she did consume them herself!

Remember: through her life years of association with the offensive matter, her body has established resistance in immune defenses.—- So, though she may prevail against the worsened pathogens - her newly created infant may not!

Also understand that in this critical hour, most of the organisms (bacteria and viruses) have been pushed in adaptation for survival by our mad scientist "Frankenstein” drug and vaccine industries practices for greed and glut!... so now they have greater resistance to anibiotics and our own immune mediation, and are more virulent than ever before! —- So now even the hardiest birds and creatures are dying of these drug mutated micro-biota. And all area hospitals have recently built reverse ventilation isolation wards for uncontrollable disease infected victims. (See DC45:3 1-32. Lets hope this one is not yet, but it looks very close in coming! — It is better to prepare your and your child's “holy place” now!)

If Pres. Taylor saw truth, and the “destroying angels” have taken the birds - diseased with those same animal and human organisms of pilfered flesh, as payment for his manciple's dismembering blade or the injectionist's blooden brew -- next is man's delicate infant, his damaged and enfeebled ones’ — then errant still; he (that is you) will follow!

Find the truth for yourself! Do it quickly! Change! Then share your knowledge before more of the helpless, innocent or you! -- pay the final Price for Flesh!

TLR
LSI (Nov 20,1998)

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Footnotes:
*[1] ID50: that amount of bacteria etc given in a laboratory controlled test dose of Infectious materials which cause symptoms in 50% of subjects, within a large number of normal and “untreated”, unvaccinated or unmedicated animal or humans.
 [and] LD5O: lethal dose; like above; but causing death in 50% of receiving subjects.
*[2] Hormones: for growth and milk - another abomination against your developing infants, girls, boys and you, as they “leek” into sexual and growth chemistry!
*[3] Pork/Pig: is identified biologically as man's generally most effective (and readily available) preparatory adaptation “mixing” pot for most of man's diseases.
*[4] RSV: Respiratory Synsytial Virus; a flu-like baby calf and human baby killer!
*[5] EBV: Epstein-Barr Virus; meningitis; infectious mononucleosis; also factor for chronic fatigue syndrome.
*[6] Energy: To keep animal cadavers from rotting, refrigeration compressors alone consume more energy than any other single industrial use in the USA.
*[7] Pres. John Taylors dream; (also referred to by some as the Wilford Woodruff vision) Having fallen asleep at the Ogden tabernacle, President John Taylor was carried up in a dream and saw Utah's communities and heard the cries of sorrow (for disease and death) in every home, then moved towards the larger cities, he viewed the highways filled with mothers aimlessly wandering and falling upon, and consuming their children's bodies; then he saw the vapors and stench of death in the large cities that would destroy any who dared venture there. Disease, death and sorrow covered the land; and so it was also in Europe and beyond. John awoke with a terrible sadness which troubled him for many days!
— It now appears to be becoming our trouble! But for my own and your children I pray and will do everything that it will not!     (tlr)
 

edited l2/14/98 7:45 pm
 

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